Words

Words are the names of people you love: Mom and Dad, K Intan, K Oma, K Endang, K Mega, Bunga, Aisyah, Zaid, Falah, Fawwaz, Mbak Ayi, Elings, Yetty, Blink, my students, her, him, them, you.

Words tell you how you feel: fine and dandy, happy no gloomy, bright no sorrow..

A word is a thing you heard or saw, or even can draw a picture of.

Words are”Yes, I will” and “No, I won’t”, but they are polite too like Please, Thank You, or even I Love You..

Words can say Wake up, wake up! The day is fine, and the sun will shine. Or even can say “Good night, Mother. Have a tight sleep and beautiful dream”.

But sometimes, word can’t tell what is in your heart. Takes more than just words to show your feel. But it would be much better if you can speak it too. When you love someone, your friends, your parents, or your teachers for something, just say that I LOVE YOU, because you don’t know what will happen next.

(dari buku: Sparkle and Spin, copast dari note temen whom i presented this book)

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the last nothing post about broken heart [don’t miss it]

Ini adalah catatan terbodoh yang pernah saya tulis, ya sudahlah,somtimes being stupid, not knowing many things is very useful to erase the pain of i don’t know 😀

Yeach, this is about my craziness of posting broken hearted stuffs. I just tried to break my heart so i got the shades of melancholy…. then i can be lil bit poetic and produce great poets… (unfortunately my days killed me)

nikmatilah saja kegundahan ini
segala perihnya yang merobek sepi
kelesuan ini jangan lekas pergi
aku menyelami sampai lelah hati

As usual, i can’t keep my mind in the darkness of pain, it’s hard. Sometimes i really wanna be like Anne Shirley who could enjoy the sadness which later she called as desperation. Seems so cool.

So now, i’m trying to keep it. Though most of time i forget, easily laugh loudly,

Oh this broken heart actually dreads losing them… it has been broken into pieces i can’t count. i dont want to repair it yet. Please stay broken, i love this “melancholia”…

For the time goes by, getting closer to be apart from “them” all, willy nilly…

Kamu sangat berarti
Istimewa di hati
Selamanya rasa ini
Jika tua nanti
Kita t’lah hidup masing-masing
Ingatlah hari ini

*dedicated to my friends who has finally found someone and broken my heart… *_*

White Horse

Ini track keberapa ya??? just can’t stop listing the broken heart songs…. love them love them. Next from Taylor Swift, White Hporse. Sorry… i’m yah a lil bit crazier now…

…………………

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to come around

……………………………………..

enjoy the shades of melancholy, how lovely…
hemmm… hehehe… guru stress, sorry sorry jack…

What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted

Abis ulangan biasanya ngajak anak-anak nyanyi. Hampir aja ngajakin mereka nyanyi lagu ini… , dudul!

As I walk this land of broken dreams
I have visions of many things
But a happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion

What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that’s now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, maybe

The roots of love grow all around
But for me they come a tumblin’ down
Everyday heartaches grow a little stronger
I can’t stand this pain much longer

I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone, no comfort in sight
Hoping and praying for someone who cares
Always moving and going nowhere

What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that’s now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, help me please

I’m sent to know I don’t succeed
Someones love ,there’s a growing need
All is lost there’s no place for beginning
All that’s left is unhappy ending

Now what becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love thats now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I’ll be searching everywhere
Just to find someone to care
I’ll be looking everyday
I know I’m gonna find a way
Nothings gonna stop me now
I’ll find a way somehow

What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that’s now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, maybe

Guru Bahasa Inggris yang sedang pengen men-dudul lama-lama!!
Playlistnya lagi dudul-dudul… hohoho….
lagu ini paling enak yang versi Vonda Shepard… semakin menghancurkan hati menjadi berkeping-keping… MANGTAPZ!!